Saturday, August 17, 2013

Fete Paradiso, Governor's Island

A beautiful afternoon trip to Governor's Island to check out the Fete Paradiso and their vintage 1930s carnival rides. The rides were mostly for older kids or adults - the only ones toddlers fit on were not exactly the safest. The rides were beautifully restored, and a real treat to see and experience.

NYC Tourists

I typically avoid photographing anything touristy, but we walked home over the Brooklyn Bridge and I couldn't resist this shot.

Sunday, August 11, 2013

My 34th Birthday

For this year's birthday, Alec planned an extravaganza of events, spanning three days. Good call, as Eloise had the worst night sleep the night before my actual birthday, leaving Alec a zombie and Eloise cranky all day.

On my actual birthday all we could handle was a casual lunch at Keste Pizza in the West Village, followed by gelato at PopBar.



Outside PopBar, Eloise was desperate to eat my gelato. See my beautiful Tiffany blue bracelet from Alec?


Since there was nothing else to be done, we then took Eloise to run around in a playground.


Saturday night Alec treated me to a delicious dinner at Boloud Sud. The food was exquisite, the service friendly, and they served me a birthday dessert. Yay! It was wonderful for Alec and I to have some time together, just the two of us. 

Afterwards, we walked through Central Park.


Sunday was lunch with close friends Dan and Sue. We had a casual lunch at my fave local comfort food-provider, Bark Hot Dogs ...


... followed by my favourite ice cream at Ample Hills Creamery. Notice how all the celebrating is about FOOD?


Thank you Alec for so thoughtfully planning a wonderful birthday for me. xoxox

Friday, August 9, 2013

Who Are We?: An Animal Guessing Game

We love books in our house. Both my husband and I have enjoyed reading since we were super small, so we read with Eloise as much as we can.

One of her current favourite books is Who Are We?: An Animal Guessing Game?, written by Alexis Barad-Cutler, a local Brooklyn mum to a toddler almost the same age as missy Eloise - so she really knows her market well.

Who Are We?: An Animal Guessing Game

Who Are We?: An Animal Guessing Game is a board book with flaps that lift to reveal the animals that have been mentioned in rhyme on the previous page. The animals featured in the book range from cute penguins to snakes and the arctic wolf. Each spread features a riddle to help guess the animal, and then a detail about them under the flap that you might not know. (Leopards take their prey into trees to eat. Who knew?)

Who Are We?: An Animal Guessing Game

Eloise's favourite animal in the book is the snake (Ssssssssss!). She loves lifting the flaps and revealing the animals underneath. At almost two, she's too young to understand the riddle and answer concept, so it's a great book for her to grow into and find something to enjoy at different stages of her development.

Who Are We?: An Animal Guessing Game is available from Amazon.

Monday, July 15, 2013

Wanda's Monster: From Fiend To Friend

Today was a landmark day for us - we took Cheese to her first musical, at age 22 months. The show was Wanda's Monster, a really cute off-Broadway show, perfect for kids aged two to 10. We weren't sure if it was a good idea to take Cheese seeing as she's such a wiggle monster that we can't even take her to a 30 minute music class anymore, but I really wanted to see how she enjoyed watching a real show.

Wanda's Monster, in its essence, is about a girl called Wanda who discovers a monster living in her closet. At first she is scared of the monster, then, after receiving some advice from her super-hip grandmother, pushes through her fear to get to know him, gaining a new friend in the process. While the story is very simple (hey, it's a kids' musical after all!), the underlying messages of tolerance and acceptance are important lessons for us to learn (and be reminded of) at any age.

We sat in the back row in anticipation of needing to bolt after 10 minutes or less, and were stunned that we made it through the entire show, without a single wiggle. Cheese loved Wanda and the monster - asking for Wanda every time she left the stage, and pointing to the monster and saying with conviction "Mon! Mon!" (she hasn't quite mastered multi-syllable words yet).

Wanda's Monster

Wanda's Monster

Wanda's Monster

Wanda's Monster

After the show we met the cast. Cheese was too shy to pat the monster or high-five Wanda. As we left she stopped to wave to the cast, yelling "Bye bye Mon!". A new musical (and monster) fan is born.

wandas monster

Wanda's Monster is playing July 13 – September 8, 2013, at Vineyard’s Dimson Theatre, Union Square. At 50 minutes (no interval) it's the perfect length to try for your kid's first show, or to take older kids who enjoy monsters. A few of the older toddlers were scared of the monster (Cheese knowingly said "Baby" when one such toddler wailed and needed to be removed from the theater), but by the end all the kids were dancing in their seats and shouting out "Rooaaarrrrrrr!".

Buy tickets here. Use the code MBSAVE to score a 25% discount on full-pried tickets.

I was not compensated for this blog post. While I was invited to attend a special bloggers' preview of the show, all opinions are my own. The show rocked. Take your kids, you'll all have a blast.

Round up: the best toys for kids turning two

This article was originally posted on the Kidz Central Station blog


Like every family home, we have a lot of toys strewn about. Our almost-two-year-old, of course, only plays with a handful of her vast toy collection. Some of her current favourites were given as gifts over a year ago, and are only now becoming an engaging toy for her to play with.



Thinking of getting a gift for a two-year-old? Try one of the trusty favourites that’s a hit with our toddler.



Stroller: Ours was sent from an overseas relative, but the brand isn’t important. All of the mini strollers are equally great, and you can even get them in blue.



Megabloks: These are awesome first builders for toddlers. The Big Building Bag includes a car-type platform for building on and zooming all over the floor. The blocks are the perfect size for toddler hands to manipulate.



Mini Micro Kickboard Scooter: This is our toddler’s early second birthday gift. We chose the Mini Micro version with the additional O-bar handlebar for toddlers. She’s slowly learning to use it around the house.



Hape Kitchen: We have a tiny apartment, so found the smallest kitchen possible, this neutral-toned kitchen from Hape. We filled it with similar-looking Hape Play Kitchenware. Our toddler loves to make us “tea” in her kitchen, and “stir” up delicious dishes to share with this cute wooden kitchen set.



Hoohobbers Jnr Director Chair: After making it clear that she wanted her own chair, we scouted around for something that didn’t take up too much room. The result is this great director’s chair that our toddler can fold up herself, and move around the room to wherever she wants to sit. You can even customize it with your child’s name.


Crocodile Creek Ball: Our toddler is now starting to kick and throw the ball.


Cars: We found a great, cheap car set from IKEA that our toddler loves to pull apart and drive all over the apartment.


Maracas: These maracas from Pylones are still a favourite and our toddler loves to “shake, shake, shake” her sillies out.


B. Rrrroll Model Boogie Bus: A gift for her first birthday, our toddler now loves to push the driver in his seat to start the bus engine, and arranges the passengers in the back.


Alphaberry: Your toddler won’t prefer this to your iPhone, but it is engaging and fun, playing the ABC song and saying all of the letters when they’re pressed.


Diddy-Doo-Dah’s Blue Owl Xylophone: The xylophone hammers are now used for actually playing music! We all enjoy this toy together, playing tunes for our toddler and singing simple songs.


Tupperware Shape O Ball: While her puzzle skills are definitely still developing, this toy is helping our toddler recognize shapes. She struggles to work out how to rotate the pieces and doesn’t recognize all the shapes and where they go, but she is drawn to this shape sorter and loves to keep trying to work it out.

Saturday, July 13, 2013

How to survive your toddler's first book signing

This article was originally posted on the MommyNearest blog


As mother to a rambunctious toddler, there are certain things I steer clear of: stores with fragile items on display, activities requiring the toddler to sit still, and open access to chocolate.

So it was definitely an out of the ordinary day that saw us attending a book reading and signing of brunchwithmybaby.com co-founder Alexis Barad-Cutler, for her new book, Who Are We? An Animal Guessing Game. The reading and signing was hosted by Annie’s Blue Ribbon General Store in Brooklyn, one of our fave stores in the ‘hood for gifts for family and friends of all ages.

Book party


All three danger zones were in full force - china cows, glass vases and oversized coffee mugs at toddler level, a reading (requiring, you guessed it, sitting and listening, two skills that my toddler pretends not to have), and a huge open carton of Trader Joe Chocolate Cats, helpfully handed out by another toddler hopped up on sugar.


You’ve probably attended a book reading or signing, at least once. For adults, they’re usually a pretty calm affair. The attendees sit in chairs, quietly, while the author reads a chapter, and then sits behind a desk and signs copies for attendees in a neat line.

A book reading and signing for kids is more like a baby mosh pit than the serene scene described above. Picture 10 toddlers between the ages of 18 months and two years old, in a store filled with pretty, shiny things, and easy access to food. Yes, chaos, and yes, they egg each other on.


When it was time for Alexis to perform the reading, kids and adults all sat on the floor. Well, the adults sat, while the toddlers stood, performed yoga, stuffed their faces with the chocolate cat cookies, and, in my toddler’s case, assisted the author with her reading by helping her turn the pages and open the flaps.


Each spread inside the book features gatefold flaps that unfold to reveal the animal that’s being asked about. (The kids seemed to enjoy the element of surprise of seeing what’s underneath each flap.) My daughter’s favorite spread was the one with the snakes because she likes to make the snake sound (ssssss!). The adults liked the simple, rhyming text and the illustrations.


The book was well received by all adults and most of the toddlers (hey, they’re pretty discerning mini-people). It was a crazy experience, and thankfully nothing was broken, no kids were lost, and everyone slept well after coming down from their massive sugar crash.



Thinking of taking your toddler to a book reading and signing and scared of how they’ll behave? Just do it - it will be a fun and totally hilarious experience that you’ll be laughing over for weeks to come. Just remember to bring your camera, and cash incase they trash more than just your reputation.

Friday, June 14, 2013

Why life with a toddler is an extreme sport

alec and eloise

When my baby was tiny, I used to pop her in a sling and take her everywhere. She’d sleep through lunch at Balthazar, exhibitions at the MoMA, and if she woke up, she’d quietly look at the Whitney Biennial with her big blue eyes, taking in performance art at its finest.

I thought I was raising a cultured New Yorker, and expected that as she grew into a toddler that our excursions would be even more fun. I imagined her learning colours from Monet and Van Gogh at the Met, and developing a broad palate from devouring dim sum at the Nom Wah Tea Parlor.

Perhaps this lies FAR in our future, because today’s truth is that taking my 21-month-old toddler out of the house is an extreme sport. There’s pushing, pulling, lifting and shoving involved. There’s running, jumping, grabbing, cajoling and (yes, I admit it) yelling.

This makes for an exhausting outing pretty much every time we walk out the door. Looking on the bright side though, here are five extreme sports I will never have to try myself - because I’m living vicariously through my little girl.

Skydiving
Everytime we enter a playground, my toddler dashes for the play equipment. The big kid play equipment. She hauls her tiny body up the stairs, and then bolts, squealing with joy, for the first cliff edge. Where she then proceeds to hurl herself off the precipice, as I run, heart in my mouth, to catch her.

Parkour
Just like parkour-lovers, my toddler thinks every single gutter, step, stoop and ladder rung is made for climbing on, over and through. Walking down the street has become a teetering bolt between each apparatus, her little head wobbling just a split second behind the rest of her body, and her mad circuit interrupted intermittently by faceplants, grazed knees, and even the odd busted lip.

Extreme biking
Toys that require toddlers to be pushed by adults bending over are instruments of torture. Of course we bought our toddler one of these before we realised what a trap it was. Now she lights up with glee when she discovers its latest hiding spot, and squawks with demanding insistence until one of us suckers pushes her around and around and around the apartment till we’re dizzy and in the throes of deep lower back pain.

Ice climbing
This winter has been brutal in New York, and we’ve had snow days, with ice that lingers in playgrounds for weeks. Toddlers don’t seem to feel the cold, so off we went every day to play at the park, slipping and sliding over ice, getting numb fingers, toes, legs and noses.

Extreme eating
Ok, so I made this one up. But what else do you call it when you’re foolishly at a trendy restaurant with your squirmy toddler, passing her from parent to parent like a hot potato and simultaneously stuffing food down your throats until you’re both done - and so is the tablecloth, the floor and the restaurant staff, who are not-so-secretly glad to see the backs of all three of you as you slink out the exit after apologising for the mess (and tipping big, of course).

I know this phase is fleeting. Every day she says new words, gets more agile, sprouts more hair on her fuzzy little head. So we chase. We run and catch. We watch and laugh, and store up these insane days in our memories for the day when we are having civilised high tea at The Plaza, and discussing the importance of Impressionism at the Met. Or perhaps we’ll just be buying her every type of protective gear we can get our hands as she takes up sports like kite surfing or motocross, and we’ll wish we were back in the toddler days when we could still catch her with our own two hands.

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Why we're only having one kid



People ask me all the time when we're planning on having a second child. When I answer that we're not, I always get a barrel of questions. I feel like everyone's choice to have any number of children, from zero to 10, is a very personal decision, yet people seem to feel free to ask about our (and everyone else's, it seems!) child-choices, frequently in front of other people.

(Brief sidebar on asking people about when they're planning to have children, be it their first or fourth. You never know someone's personal situation. People who are childless might have been trying to get pregnant for years. Someone who has one child who has hit two, might be wanting a second child, but either can't conceive or may have had a miscarriage. From someone who found it difficult to get pregnant, and who struggled to cheerfully answer people's questions on when we were having a baby, please, please, please don't EVER ask someone when they're going to have a kid. Sidebar over.)

For the record, Alec and I are pretty sure we only want one child. Maybe in a few years we'll change our minds, but I think it's unlikely. Here are the reasons that we're pretty sure Eloise is going to be an only child.

1. I had a horrible childbirth experience.
2. The first six months of Eloise's life were miserable for all of us. A sad reflux baby and no sleep for anyone. We're still traumatised by it.
3. I didn't get a full night's sleep for the first 10 months of Eloise's life. She's still a bad sleeper, and wakes up a few nights a week on average. I am so. tired.
4. Alec and I feel like we are just holding everything together, with having one child. We have no idea how people manage lives with multiple children. Our respect to all parents with lots of kids! We know that we just couldn't handle it.
5. We want to spend a lot of our lives travelling, and want to take Eloise with us. The more kids you add to that, not only the more expensive it gets, but the more years you spend not being able to travel.
6. We want to give all of our attention and resources to Eloise to help her achieve her dreams. We don't feel that with multiple kids we'd be as able to do this.
7. For a very selfish, personal reason, I feel ready to get my life back on track, after spending two years pregnant and taking care of infant Eloise. I'm finding it really hard to get back into the work force after this gap and trying to take care of Eloise, so I can't even begin to imagine how much even harder it would be if I had a second kid - both because of time out from the work force, but also trying to take care of two kids and balancing work. I can't even begin to imagine how people do it. Again - my utmost respect to everyone who does! You're all super human :)
8. We both love Eloise so much it's just insane. We feel so complete as a family of three that we just have no desire to add anyone else to it. I probably should have put this as number one, as it's the absolute main reason. The other points are factors that reassure me that this is the right choice for us, but, at the end of the day, it just keeps coming back to our family feeling complete. Me, Alec and Eloise.

I constantly think about how this choice of ours will effect Eloise. I don't worry about her being bored or lonely - especially since we are living in Brooklyn, where she has friends all within walking distance. I expect it will be hardest on her being an only child when she is an adult. A lot of my friends get a great deal of support from their siblings who live nearby, helping with their kids. A lot also don't get any help from siblings living nearby, so just having a sibling doesn't necessarily mean you're going to have more help with your family later on.

The other thing is ageing parents. My number one biggest concern about having only one child is that Eloise will have to deal with Alec and I ageing and dying on her own, with no siblings to share this huge burden with. Life is so uncertain though, and you never know how things will go. While I'm a massive planner of everything possible, I don't feel like this worry of mine is worth having another child, just for this specific concern. I hope with all my heart that Eloise will find an amazing partner like I did, who will happily share her life - and all the baggage it brings - with the grace and unselfishness that Alec has brought to my life.

Friday, May 24, 2013

Tale of a lost lovie

Mimi

We picked up this mouse on a trip to IKEA. It was in a 99 cent bin, and we gave it to Eloise to kept her quiet while we shopped. At the checkout, we thought, "It's only 99 cents, why not let her keep the mouse!".

Fast forward six months and this mouse is now one of two toys that Eloise simply can't live without. The mouse is called "Mimi", and Eloise calls for her before going to bed every night and every nap.

Once we realised Eloise was getting so attached to this mouse, we went back to IKEA to get a back up mouse. Totally out of luck. It was only two weeks later, and all the ballerina mice were gone.

We told ourselves that we'd just be super careful so it wouldn't be an issue ...

Sadly, the worst thing possible happened - Mimi fell out of the stroller and was lost somewhere in DUMBO while Eloise was on a playdate with her babysitter. I didn't realise Mimi was missing until it was bedtime, and Eloise was calling for Mimi when I put her in the crib. I looked around for Mimi, thinking she'd be under the crib or in the living room. No. No Mimi. I felt panic rising as I searched the entire apartment - the recycling bins, our bedroom, the shoe cupboard, and the stroller. No Mimi. A flurry of texts ensued, to our sitter and my husband, who'd been watching Eloise in shifts that day. No one knew where the mouse was.

I digress. Back to bedtime, with no mouse. With a sick feeling and a huge knot in my stomach, I told Eloise that "Mimi's on holiday! you'll see her soon!", and put her in the crib. I hoped I would be wrong, and that she'd just roll over and go to sleep. Oh no. Of course not. Eloise cried for Mimi for over an hour before finally falling asleep. During the night, she woke up multiple times, asking for Mimi. It broke my heart every time that I couldn't give her the little mouse that brought her so much comfort.

In a desperate attempt to find the lost mouse, I emailed all of the Brooklyn parenting mailing lists, in hope that someone had found the mouse. "Help! Lost mouse!", "Have you seen this mouse?".

The next step was eBay, where I found the mouse alright - now $13.95 instead of 99c. What a mark-up! Clearly I was missing out on a big business opportunity that other cunning entrepreneurs had stumbled upon - re-selling IKEA toys at a 130% mark-up. GENIUS for them, irritating for me. I ordered the mouse, and emailed the seller to request rush shipping. "Please!" I begged, "Can the mouse get here any faster?". The seller helpfully offered to upgrade the shipping to get us the our new Mimi faster, but that still left me to get through the next several days with no mouse.

The next morning I considered calling IKEA and asking them if they could rip off the ballerina mouse I'd seen nailed to the wall in the kids section. The only thing that stopped me was the logistics of how I'd get to and from IKEA (it's an hours walk) in between Eloise's naps, playdates and class schedule.

Four days later, thankfully the new mouse arrived. Every day in between, Eloise asked for Mimi before bed, after waking up, and every time she walked through the door, like Mimi had magically come home after her trip away. I've never felt so relieved as I felt when I saw that four-inch mouse in our mailbox.

Lesson learned - I ordered yet another mouse from IKEA, just in case. We have new rules in place - the mouse doesn't leave the house, and no more toys that aren't easily replaced!

Why not just not replace the toy, and let her get over it, you might ask. Am I enabling her dependance on toys? Quite frankly, I don't care. I love seeing Eloise's joy in her toys. She talks to them like friends, and feeds them pretend tea and Vegemite toast. I don't want her to learn to "get over it" right now - there will be plenty of that in her life as get gets older, and I don't want her to have to learn that lesson just yet.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Mother's Day 2013

I don't feel like I'm honest enough about how hard being a parent to a toddler is on a day-to-day basis. I post pretty pictures on Facebook and Instagram, and tweet cute or funny things that Eloise says or does. The reality is I love my baby girl with every ounce of my being - but some days are just. so. incredibly. hard. Physically exhausting. Mentally draining. Emotionally destroying. The good days and bad days mix with no rhyme or reason, and just when you think you've got everything under control and you're in the clear, whammo, another bad day floors you to your knees.

I'm prefacing my post with this because Mother's Day was one of those days. Alec went above and beyond to organise the perfect weekend for me. A cupcake from my favourite bakery. A surprise massage. Home-cooked lunch, and a surprise dinner at a vegan restaurant I've been dying to try. And then Eloise's two-year molars started to come in - at least, that's what we're guessing is going on. Now we're back to a whingy, not-sleeping, screaming bundle of toddler.

My Mother's Day was filled with the humbling reminder that my enjoyment of life is - for the moment at least - highly dependant on the happiness of my child. Sad baby = no-one enjoys the day.

We still tried to make the most out of it. Got out in the sun, went to a few parks, had a wonderful dinner together after Eloise went to bed. It was not the Mother's Day I would have wanted, but, then again, that's not the toddler I was given.

So here are my carefully edited photos that tell a different story about my Mother's Day.

[caption width="600" align="aligncenter"] 20 takes later, this was the best shot. Notice she's trying to escape?[/caption]

[caption width="600" align="aligncenter"] Bounce up and down like an idiot, and eventually you'll get a cranky toddler to smile[/caption]

[caption width="300" align="aligncenter"] The other way to get an angry toddler to smile - let them do what they want. "Walk, walk walk!" You got it, baby![/caption]

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Hopes And Dreams For Eloise

I like to joke about wanting Eloise to be a dancer, or a software engineer, but the truth is I don’t care what career path my little girl takes. What’s most important to me is the type of person she grows up to be. I have a lot of dreams for her - and I hope that I will be a good enough mother to help her become the kind of person who people will love and admire.

So here’s my advice to my baby girl, on what I’ve learned so far is the path to happiness, peace of heart, and love.

Be kind. To everyone, even people you don’t like. Be kind to animals, be kind to your elders, be kind to people you see being picked on.

Be patient. You already show signs of my impatience, so this will be hard for you. Slow down, take deep breathes, control your irritability. I promise you if you can master this, it will serve you well throughout your whole life, and you will regret your behaviour far less than I do. Good luck with this though, as you’re already a little spit-fire.

Know the consequences of your actions. You’re only one person, but everything you will do through your life will have reaching consequences, even if you can’t see them. A flippant comment to someone you don’t know might ruin their entire day.

Be empathetic towards strangers and people who do you wrong. This is something that I’ve also struggled with a lot - not empathy towards friends and family, which is easy, but trying to keep my temper in check with people who aren’t in my immediate circle is really hard for me - and for you too, if you inherit this trait from me. Someone who is unkind to you might be having the worst day of their lives, you just don’t know it. When someone is a complete A-hole and steals your seat from you on the subway when you’re pregnant, imagine their hardships before assuming the worst. Try your hardest, anyway, and then tell them to give you the goddam seat.

Value all life. If you choose to eat meat, know that an animal gave its life for it and think about that before you dig in.

Stand up for yourself and what you know to be right. Note: this will not make you popular. But it will make you someone who is true to themselves, and not a sheeple. Please don’t be a sheeple, both your dad and I can’t stand them. Learning to act for yourself, especially when it’s against what everyone else is doing, is so hard when you’re a teenager, and even in your early 20s. People like people who are like them, and find comfort in it. If you’re different, it will start out hard, but will be ultimately rewarding as you find your true path in life. Standing out as a true individual will help you in ways you won’t be able to imagine when at the time all you can see is your friends at a party pressuring you to smoke something nasty. When you want to succeed in life, being an individual will help you step above the general masses to land jobs, be offered opportunities, and also help you to be truly happy with the person who you are.

Go with love. Love as hard as you can - your friends, your family, your animals, your hobbies, and, hopefully, a life partner and then children, if you decide to have them. Love every day you wake up to, love the details, just love, love, love. It’s the most fulfilling pleasure you will have in life.

Peace as I know it comes from acting kindly, patiently, empathetically and with love. When I do something like snap at friends, or take out my frustration on people who don’t deserve it, a few hours later I always feel bad. If it’s a particularly bad things I’ve said or done, I’ve felt bad for YEARS - in some instances I still feel bad whenever I think about it. Please learn from me. Make your own mistakes, don’t repeat my thoughtless ones.

Little girl, I love watching you grow, learn and attack the world with joy. I hope I can guide your footsteps while you’re learning to run, skip and hop, and watch with pride in your shadow as you take flight into your own, beautiful life.

[caption id="" align="aligncenter" width="300"] Love you, baby girl.[/caption]

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Raising a Little Aussie

Something I think about frequently is identity, specifically through nationality. The full identity issue is a much larger discussion and blog post than I'm tackling here. My national identity is pretty simple - I'm a Australian - at least fourth generation if not further. No matter how long we live abroad, I will always think of myself as an Australian. My parents are 100% Australian, as was my childhood home and education.

So where does that leave Eloise? Is she American or Australian? Will she feel American because she lives here? If we move back to Australian in a few years, then what will that make her? Technically she's an Australian born in the US, with dual citizenship. I often wonder what she will feel like as she grows up. As she starts school she will pick up an American accent (nooooo!!!) and identify with her friends more than with us. Whereas Alec and I yearn for things like Cadbury chocolate and Gippsland yoghurt, will she prefer (god forbid) Hersheys and Chobani?.

How do we help Eloise embrace her Australian heritage and nationality so it forms part of her identity? Read her Playing Beatie Bow, serve her Vegemite, make her watch The Man From Snowy River? Will she even care?

The point is we do care, even if she won't for what will probably be a long time. I hope that by constantly going back home to visit and by surrounding her with global experiences that she will embrace an identity of being more than just an American.

[caption id="" align="aligncenter" width="600"] Sydney, December 2011[/caption]

Saturday, February 23, 2013

Eloise - 18 months

I turned around and suddenly my little squirmy noodle hit another 6 month notch.

Since turning one, Eloise has developed into a real little kid. Running everywhere at top speed, dancing, play pretend with her dolls and her toy kitchen. She's so physical, and is getting really agile. She loves walking on the balance beam at kids club and swinging on the parallel bars like a little gymnast. Put on music and she taps her feet, sways and shakes her head to the beat. The independent streak she's shown since she was born is still at the forefront of her character - she's so physically brave.

[caption width="300" align="aligncenter"] Cheese![/caption]

One of the best developments is the physical affection. We now get hugs and kisses and real interaction. It's so magical. Eloise understands so much of what we say to her now, following directions and replying to questions we ask her. She also speaks! Lots of words where she says the first syllable, like cheese, water, milk, duck, more, cheddar bunnies, dog, ball. Some words she can say two syllables, like bubble and baby. She's also started to string words together, like "hi dada", and "bye becky" (becky is a butterfly).

Eloise has gotten really attached to a little toy mouse, who she's called Mimi. If she can't find Mimi she gets hysterical.

All of her baby teeth have come in, with the exception of the 2 year molars. We had a brutal few months while they came through - hopefully now we'll get some sleep again. Eloise's sleep in the past few months has been terrible - a big remission to waking multiple times a night again. Bad, bad news.

Eloise has started to love drawing with crayons, and particularly loves books. From when she wakes up in the morning to when she goes to bed, it's all about "books, books, books!!!". She likes to have them read to her, and also likes sitting in the armchair in her bedroom looking through the books herself, particularly books with animals in them. If we point to animals she can either make the noise they make, or says their name. It's co cute! She also refers to herself as "Cheese", which is a parenting fail, but incredibly adorable.

She's also started to play pretend with her toys - feeding her dolls, making us tea in her kitchen. It's so adorable, even if she's making some dubious recipes like carrot-flavoured tea.

[caption width="300" align="aligncenter"] Tea, yum.[/caption]

Monday, February 18, 2013

In Defence of Toddlers

I feel like toddlers get a pretty bad rap for being out of control maniacs. And there is definitely some truth to this - most days Eloise spins through my life like mad squirrel, leaving total destruction behind her. Even though some parts of this stage can be trying (mind-numbing exhaustion at the end of each day!), it's actually my favourite stage yet. Here's why:

1. Hugs and kisses. I get them ALL THE TIME. Open mouth French slobbers, little pecks on the mouth, and little hands that grab me from behind and nestle in for a snuggle. Ahhhhh this is the best thing of all.
2. Words! Finally, she is communicating! True, it's still hard to understand what she's saying a lot of the time, but hearing this little baby-child wrap her lips and tongue around words like bath, dog, duck, flower just fill me with awe at seeing tiny changes happening every minute of every day.
3. Pretend play. Eloise holds up any phone-sized object to her ear and conducts a deep conversation with it, complete with the correct intonations. Kill me now, I'm dying from the cuteness of it all.
4. Dance moves. The little girl has her own groove going on. Put on music and she's swaying and tapping her feet out of natural instinct.
5. She can feed herself. Here's the food, off you go, baby.
6. She's not that screaming, refluxy infant anymore who made me doubt my ability to do this parenting job. Compared to the first ten months of her life, toddlerhood is a breeze so far.



Sunday, February 17, 2013

January Blues

[caption id="" align="aligncenter" width="600"] Gratuitous Cheese shot.[/caption]

I won't lie, January was hard. Bitterly cold, jet lagged baby, sick family over and over again, plus a case of the blues that just wouldn't budge. I've been struggling to find room for myself again now that Eloise is getting older and doesn't need me quite so much. I've been feeling time slipping by me in all directions. In Eloise's little face as it slims and grows, in my friends' careers as they get promoted and start their own businesses. I've been feeling torn in a way I never thought possible between choosing myself or choosing to spend my time with Eloise.

It's a fine line to walk. I love hearing every word for the first time, seeing every new trick she throws out daily. I also feel like I've been living my life entirely for someone else, and that I've completely lost myself.

So what's the answer? I'm trying hard to get some freelance and part-time work going that I can do with some short babysitting stints for Eloise, and during her naps. So far it's going well, but it's also hard! Hard to focus, hard to spend all my free time working rather than resting up for the next tornado Eloise. It's better than the alternative though, and I still get to spend most of the week with my crazy, wilful, adorable toddler.

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Snow day!

Blizzard Nemo (ha!) hit New York yesterday. It was pretty crazy being out in it - like icicles prickling my face. Today the blizzard had passed and the city was covered in a glorious foot of snow. Yay! We head over to Fort Greene park to give Eloise her first real taste of snow. She really loved it - she couldn't get enough of sitting on the ground and trying to grab it in her little mits.

[caption width="600" align="aligncenter"] Snow baby![/caption]

[caption width="300" align="aligncenter"] Go, baby, go![/caption]

[caption width="600" align="aligncenter"] Snow dog![/caption]

[caption width="600" align="aligncenter"] With Daddy.[/caption]

[caption width="600" align="aligncenter"] Family![/caption]

[caption width="600" align="aligncenter"] Beautiful.[/caption]

[caption width="600" align="aligncenter"] Snow baby.[/caption]

[caption width="600" align="aligncenter"] Happy husband.[/caption]

[caption width="600" align="aligncenter"] Loving the snow.[/caption]

[caption width="600" align="aligncenter"] So pretty.[/caption]

[caption width="600" align="aligncenter"] Love![/caption]

[caption width="300" align="aligncenter"] Stroller did NOT work well in snow.[/caption]